wowzers.

who knew that i would actually be happy again.

who knew that i would actually win the war YOU started

who knew that i would actually know how lucky i am to have them. :)

i would never leave you

for her, him, them. 

so don't worry.

:DD

but next time you wanna leave 

just go on and do it.

i'm lost lost lost lost

actually no i'm not.

ahha.

let do what IFS.

what if i knew him?

what if i knew her?

what if i knew them?

what if i told him?

what if i could erase what i wanna erase?

what if we would go back in time?

what if we could erase the mistakes?

what if they were together?

what if they weren't together?

what if she confessed?

what if he confessed?

what if we could have everything we wanted in the world?

what if we were gone just like that?

what if i got to know her better?

what if i got to know him better?

what if they never did this to me?

what if they would do that to me?

what if they treated me better?

what if i treated them better?

what if i loved him?

what if he liked me?

what if i didn't know what to do?

what if i could be whoever i wanted to be?

what if i could read peoples thoughts?

what if?