Day 3

training day 3

8.00-10.30am

so sleepy.

so tired.

training was GAH.

good thing i had sunblock from clarissa.

haha.

ran and ran and ran. :P

bleh.

i think i lost my water bottle. T.T

die!

LOL.

and then. went to eat at the shop nearby.

ABC is nice, WITHOUT the red beans, :P

then..

went back.

THE END OF TRAINING.

at night.

dinner at uncle's house.

family dinner as usual. haha

so yeah.

after that.

we went to chruch!

but i was like friggin tired so yeah.

not comfortable.

thennnn..

came home.

and then immediately SLEPT!

haha

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

2009 has come!

tagged by zoe.

Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

*Zoe

1. She's the sweetest ever.
2. The epitome of beauty!
3. Fastest and prettiest runner of our age.
4. She has 2 brothers, Ethan and Nathan.
5. She owns the w580i.
6. She has a nice closet.
7. She doesn't know how to let herself go in parties. HEHE!
8. She has brown hair.
9. She's smart.
10. She's ALMOST perfect. :)

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

1. I have a weird name! Nataska. :D
2. I love purple.
3. I am problematic, i can't be solved. :P
4. I love GOD!
5. I love family.
6. I HATE onions, garlic, and ginger. :P
7. I love my dog, Nike. :)
8. I think being single is the best.
9. I love SHOPPING.
10. I want to have a good future.

At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names:

1. Zoe Chan
2. Vanessa Chua
3. Ariel Spencer
4. Joan
5. Euffie
6. Theresa
7. Caryn
8. Melxxe
9. Eunice Wong
10. anyone.

Day 2

Day 2 

3.00-5.30pm

i was an hour late. WTF!!

like OMG right.

no transport.

it was freakin embarrassing walking into the hall while others were already stretching.

GAH!

tmr is time trial day.

ugh.

gonna be a tough day.

loads of races.

gotta beat.

:S

gah.

i wanna sleep 

but i can't.

==

see you tmr sporties.

Day 1

Training Day 1

3.00pm - 5.30pm at SCHOOL!

it felt like normal school sports training!

gah.

reminds me of school.

:S

gah.gah.gah.

pressure is getting to my head.

OMG! :S

aiyayayaya.

day1 over.

4 more days to go.

RED.

the name for this post is totally random.

so yeah.

don't bother.

i have a sudden thought about MAC.

T.T

training starts tmr.

3.00pm

ohmygawd. 

scared.

i doubt i'll be able to make it tho.

gah,

i'm scared i'll get sunburn and stuff. :P

still. gah.

i'm not fit!

not enough training.

gah!

lalalalala~ 

can i not go?

and be ostracized again?

my fav word man!

OSTRACIZED!

You're so damn hot. D:

for van: the popular + hot + most fun person to party with. :) oh p.s i did not see you sliding out anywhere! hahah.

I saw you sliding out the bar. 

I saw you slipping out the back door, baby. 

Don't even try and find a line this time, it's fine. Darling, you're still 

divine. 

You don't love me at all, but don't think that it bothers me at all. 

You're a bad-hearted boy-trap, babydoll, but you're... 

You're so damn hot. 

So now you're headed to your car. 

You say it's dinner with your sister, sweetie. 

But darling look at how you're dressed. Your best suggests 

another kind of guest. 

You don't love me at all, but don't think that it bothers me at all. 

You're a bad-hearted boy-trap, babydoll, but you're... 

You're so damn hot. 

So who's this other guy you've got? 

Which other rubes are riding hot-shot, sugar? 

I could have swore you said before, "No more, for sure." What'd I 

believe you for? 

You don't love me at all, but don't think that it bothers me at all. 

You're a bad-hearted boy-trap, babydoll, but you're... 

You're so damn hot.

hahaha. Darren's Late Christmas party was AWESOME!

two words.

Just Dance. :D

at first the party was boring.

so thank god i didn't come that early.

i was taking pictures like a madperson.

lol.

snap snap snap.

pictures!!!!!!

wheee~

lots of candids.

Zacq is a total camwhore. :P

i know you love my camera.

your candids are not candids cause you look at the camera Zacq!

hahah.

so then

we started dancing!

woooots.

loud music.

super loud.

somehow Remixes are wayy nicer than original songs.

few songs that were played:

Just Dance- Lady Gaga (: 

Elevator- Timbaland

Hot n cold, I kissed a girl- Katy Perry

Outta My Head- Ashley Simpson

some other techno music-ish stuff.

so yeahhhhh..

super awesome. 

xD

people don't want me to post their photos so yeah.

even though they look good in their candids. 

:P

hehhehheheh.. 

well. i'll post A Few k. :)

remember remember the 27th of december. :)

awesome awesome day.

but the day isn't over yet.

hahah.

:)

first part of the day. darren had to come over to my house to get me.

and then we had to walk back to his house.

he was lost.

LOL. tim called me and was like

"hello? darren is lost! he can't find your house."

lol

then i had to call darren. xD

BLUE WIRA!

my neighbours car.

so yeah.

he finally found it.

heheh..

continuing..

we waited at his house for like 10 minutes.

his dog is cute but smelly.

cause he couldn't be bothered to shower it. JO? issit?

i'll call it MOJO JOJO.  

haha.

we were the last to arrive at mcD.

but when we got there Theresa and Caryn were just in the line.

Q-ing. 

so we managed to order our food and stuff.

so yeah.

pretty fun.

look at pictures.

then, we headed to Parkson.

caryn bought a swimsuit.

SKIMPY! 

O_O

i was walking with Tim and Darren.

they wanted to go to the toilet

so yeah.

we used the hotel one.

they were SCARED to go through the buffet place. -___-

like. WTF.

haha

i heard them singin in the bathroom. :P

then, we went back to Parkson.

to catch up with Theresa and Caryn.

then we decided to go Bowlinggggggg

we were on our way up to the bowling alley.

we used the lift.

then there was this boy.

super young i'm guessing.

he was like puking in the lift.

LIKE OMG!

then.

we got out.

i was freaked.

goshhhhh.

so then we bowled.

69 bucks.

-______-

tim and darren felt paiseh.

cause they didn't bring money. :P

Theresa Paid.

heheh.

our  round was good.

1st round results

Tim: 81

Me: 81

Darren: 72

Caryn: 54

Theresa:55

2nd round.... i forgot.

so yeahh!

Tim and Darren followed me back.

we made mummy wait for 1/2 hour.

haha.

but its alright.

we were like singing in the car.

Darren was acting crazy

err. what song again? ooh! CRY ME A RIVER by Justin Timberlake.. :P

i have the video! heh....

the end of the AFTERNOON session of 27. dec.

night session will start at 7!

but sadly i'm only going at 7.30.

GAH.

who knew parents couldn't be PUNCTUAL.

and they're always complaining about us being late. =.=

again GAH.

 but  PRAISE GOD.

i wonder what i'll miss.

GAH.

so overdue. :P

christmas eve, and christmas day.

was awesome.

but unfortunately,

i couldn't make it to EBC's Christmas morning service.

:(

i really wanted to go.

but yeah. i couldn't.

gah.

soo.

my christmas eve dinner was okay. i guess.

family came over.

we 

ate and ate and ate.

hahaha. time to grow fat. :P

i love my presents though.

my sister is the best,

be jealous that you don't have one like her. :D

okay.

continuing..

christmas day.

go chruch.

super late.

then, we went down to Shawn's grandma's house for lunch.

her lasagna was exquisite! awesomely delicious. :)

anyways.

we went out to st. basil's at night for food again.

so much food right.

not to mention INTERSCHOOL is starting soon.

:( gah.

tmr. 27th, night! out party day. woots. :D

the end.

photos are not to be shown. xx

First Bad Habit.

1. Put your iPod (itunes) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got this from.(how bout no)


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY
I'm Yours- Jason Mraz [hahah?]

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Tell Me Why- Taylor Swift [i wonder what i should tell you]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Hey There Delilah- Plain White T's (HA?!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Before Its Too Late- Goo Goo Dolls (now this KINDA makes sense)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I Wanna Be- Chris Brown (yay)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Young Folks- Peter Bjorn and John (hahah, i am YOUNG)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
One Step At A Time- Jordin Sparks
(there's no need to rush... (:) haha

WHAT IS 2+2=?
You're My Number 1- S Club 7
(ahhaha. 1)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Always And Forever- Planet Shakers!
( yeahhhhh!!!!!!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You And I Both- Jason Mraz (:X)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Dancing When The Stars Go Blue-Tim McGraw
(whee~ DANCING)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Collide- Howie Day
(hahaahha. i wanna COLLIDE!) xD

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
1 Minute 1 Second- Epik High
(ouch :( i can't let goo...)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Superhuman- Chris Brown feat. Keri Hilson
(haha. WOAH)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Weepies- Gotta Have You
(awwww.. so nice... (:)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Hinder- Without You (?)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Love Story - Taylor Swift

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Mannequin- Katy Perry
(read the lyrics- its TRUE)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Breathless- Shayne Ward
(ooohh... YEAH!)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Live Your Life- TI feat. Rihanna
(what?)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Sempurna- Andra&Backbone
(i'll die a PERFECT death.. aww...)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Decode-Paramore
(i don't get it)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Forever You Forever Gone- Claude Kelly
(what?! that's supposed to make me cry.. TOT)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Perfect Man- ShinHwa
(waiitt... so my Perfect Man will make me cryy.. makes sense doesn't it?)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Love In This Club- Usher feat. Young Jeezy
(HA?!)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Lose My Soul- TobyMac
(i don't wanna gain the whole world and lose my soul~...yeah)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Paper Cut - Vanessa Hudgens
(yes? no? umm.. ah...)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
When Did Your Heart Go Missing- Rooney

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Magic- Colbie Caillat

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
First Bad Habit- Vanessa Hudgens

i tag:
Eun
Melissa
Euffie
Van
Jia Ahn
JuJu!
Darren
Timmy
Jason T/L

how i feel.

OSTRACIZED!

Deja' Vu

its happening again.
its gonna be tough.
omg.
i can't do this again.
:'(

HELP. this is gonna suck.
but THANK GOD!

yesterday. (:

went out to the club with
Eun
Melxxe
J.Lo
Mark
*Tania was supposed to come but she didn't. :P
went there aroung 2.
Eun was already there!
ahahha.
i looked like i was carrying luggage..
my backpack, racket bag, and a basketball.
MARATHON man!
LOL
soo.. we walked around,
we talked.
we ate fries
and drank water twice.
and talked some more.
then, we went to the carpark area and acted EMO.
we were splashing water.
haha.
then jlo came out from nowhere
and
we
started laughing.
Eun, thought about how sad it would be if the truck from behind us
were to hit us from the back= BUTTS
and we were to die like that.
rmbr that we're all excited to die.
hahahaha!
okay..
so we went to play basketball.
and yadayadayada.
Mel came later.
Terrence was there too.
then the other group of basketballers went to play.
haha. terrence was there with them.
he was HALF their height okay.
LOL.
then we went to badminton.
then we went to shower.
like what melissa said,
GUYS TAKE LONGER THAN GIRLS TO BATH!
like WOAH!
ahha
okay...
then we ate dinner..
Mark was reading J.lo's contacts.
ahhaha.
super funny.
all got
AH's at the front.
at the end,
J.lo said, You've just insulted half of my family.
xD the end of club.

okay..
at night!
was on skype and msn with Jason, Darren, Mole, Nicholas, Theresa, Caryn.
was super funny.
and awesome at the same time.
although at first the subject was
GIRLFRIENDS
they soon changed it to me
being in the toilet -__- "
like WHAT??!
so stupid right.
they talked about shit and all that
being in the toilet.
i was searching for my headphones.
ahha.
mine are cacat now
so i'm gonna get a new one i hope
the one with the webcam.
anybody can suggest a good one?!
or can santa get me a new speaker + webcam.
heheh.
i'm PRAYING kay.
soo..
half way through the chat
there was like water sounds.
shower!
then we all thought it was darren.
ahha!
okay.. so i chatted unlike 1.
then i went to sleep!
i woke up at like 11 today okay..
like WAH!
oh, MSN WAS GAY last night!

definition.

Questions i'd like to ask: What if everything in the world was revolving around you? And one small mistake would be the end? What would you do? What if you had wrong thoughts about someone/something? Think about that...


friend /frend/ noun [ C ] PERSON YOU LIKE

1. a person who you know well and who you like a lot, but who is usually not a member of your family

how do you explain friendship? something that comes an goes, no? it kinda sucks having that feeling like.yeah! they're the people i trust, love and cherish every single day of my life. but reality strikes and "BOOM".

*loud dramatic music plays*

reality isn't the best thing in the world now is it?honestly. i feel used. what happened to boys don't matter when you have your friends? like woah. if you don't mean it, don't say it. cause when something happens and you go back on your word. it'll be like ughhh... =.= who have you known longer? your friends? or the person you like? gawd. is it that hard to understand ? people have feelings. nobody's perfect and all.. blablabla. and whatever. but that doesn't give you an excuse to do stupid things to people who care about you. listening to sad emo music doesn't help when you're going through these things, :( . i don't feel sadness that often anymore. cause God is in my life. and he helps me. but still. these things don't just go away. if only our minds were programmed to forget unpleasant times in our life. everyone will be happy. Happiness wouldn't exist even if you had hundreds of friends and not one of them are loyal and trustable people. i do ENVY those who can live their lives so casually without having to worry about the people in our lives we call "Friends". There are a million things i would like to erase in my life, i may not be able to go back in time to re-live those scenes, but forgetting in my case would be enough. Think about this.

• you're in a society which is based on Materialism. all they want to do is show off how rich they are in their branded goods and other luxuries. imagine you weren't the kind of person who had tons of money, you are an average person. who wants to live life to the fullest. and praising god was the main criteria of life. how satisfying. but, even then, you try your best to blend in with people. you try to keep up with what they call a "standard". then in the end. all you get is nothing. all you have is bad memories you wish you could leave behind. people like this aren't worth your time, since you know all they have in mind is to use you. although finding someone who you call a best friend may be a 1 in a million chance. some courageous people dare to give it a shot. there's nothing to lose. if you had that person, you wouldn't need to pretend to be someone else, you wouldn't have to be COOL, you wouldn't have to have nice stuff to attract their attention. cause all they care about is YOU. some lucky people may already have found their best friend. and life is a breeze to them having that 1 friend. no more being ostracized.

i do believe that god will show the way. and being holy feels good. :)