i wish.

gosh.
past times have strucked me.
i'm thinking about who was once my special someone.
he nvr knew.
i nvr told him.
sighs.
but,
would it have changed anything if he knew?
would he care?
would he listen?

i'm sorry for who i am.
i wonder,
did he ever see me?
did he think about me?

i wish i told him.
but things are diff now,
he's changed.
and i'm tired of waiting.
its been too long,
and i needed a place to stand

i'm speaking for myself.
he missed out too much.
its my time to take a stand.
i hope we both understand.