There she goes.

There she goes
There she goes again
Racin through my brain
And i just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
She calls my name
Pulls my train
No one else could heal my pain
And i just can't contain
This feeling that remains

MOMMY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST BEST BEST MOMMY IN THE WORLD!
=D ahhahaa.

POETRY.

When i stand in a crowded room,
I feel alone like nobody's there,
And when u talk cold to me,
I can see ur breath in the air,
it's taking it's toll on me,
In the bathroom taking showers,
so u don't see me cry,
baby it's such a crime,

I've tried to feel confident,
I'm bitter you're not making sense,
i missed you till you almost took,
my sanity, I started a new verse,

Like poetry,
You're hiding behind the words you speak,
Changing the words of the story,
you say you don't love me,
Then say that you love me,
I'm fighting,
You're hiding behind the words,
You're speaking,
Changing the words,
I'm lost in the verse,
You say you don't love me,
Then say that you love me,
Why are you hiding?

When I give you gratitude,
You act like you don't hear me speak,
And when i tell you what you do to me,
You don't even hear the truth,
what are you trying to prove?
I stare out of the window for hours,
Cuz you don't listen to me,
You won't even look in my eyes,

I've tried to feel confident,
I'm bitter, you're not making sense,
I missed you till you almost took,
my sanity, I started a new verse,

Like poetry,
You're hiding behind the words you speak,
Changing the words of the story,
You say you don't love me,
Then say that you love me,
I'm fighting,
You're hiding behind the words,
You're speaking,
Changing the words,
I'm lost in the verse,
You say you don't love me,
Then say that you love me,
Why are you hiding?

Don't believe what you're saying,
I read your face and I'm blanking,
Cuz I don't know what's in front of my eyes,
I try to feel confident,
Tried to feel confident,
I'm bitter, you're not making sense,
I missed you till you almost took,
My sanity,

Like poetry,
You're hiding behind the words you speak,
Changing the words of the story,
You say you don't love me,
Then say that you love me,
I'm fighting,
Poetry,
You're hiding behind the words you speak,
Changing the words of the story,
You say you don't love me,
Then say that you love me,
I'm fighting,
Poetry,
You're hiding behind the words you speak,
Changing the words of the story,
You say you don't love me,
Then say that you love me,
I'm fighting,
You're hiding behind the words,
You're speaking,
Changing the words,
I'm lost in the verse,
You say you don't love me,
Then say that you love me,
Why are you hiding?

what about LIFE?

hmmm..
hav you ever wondered what it would be like
if everything ended in just a second?
what would it feel like?

you're dead,
NOT alive.
what would u do?
would anyone feel the pain when you're not there?
or will things be just the same?

if you could turn back the clock
and fix one thing you've done
what one thing would it be?

what about LIFE?

ladidadida

sighs.
think of it.
someone can never get out of your mind.
someone who's always in your head.
someone you're dying to forget.
but,
no matter how hard you try.
you can't get it out.
all the memories,
smiles,
laughs,
photgraphs,
long talks and walks,
are stuck in the middle of everything.

but what if one day,
something happens to that special someone,
and the memories start to fade,
how you'll wish to re-LIVE them,
every moment,
every day,
every second,
what are we gonna do?
what are you gonna say?
sighs.

well,
i guess we'll have to appreciate it.
from now on,
everything we go through,
and who we go through it with,
remember all the memories.
and never forget them.

tagged by Zoe

1. Last beverage #plain water
2. Last call # Mum
3. Last hug # mum
4. Last time you cried # long long time...
5. Last text message sent # Bert
6. Last text message recieved # Bert?
7. Last missed call # Daddy

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone?# nope
2. Been cheated on?# never dated, never BEEN cheated on. =p not counting on BEING cheated too. =p
3. Kissed someone & regretted it?# havent kissed any1.
4. Lost someone special?# hell no.
5. Been depressed?# yaya.
6. Been drunk and threw up?# nop.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
# blue, purple, black, white, RED

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend# umm. YES.
2. Fallen out of love# nope
3. Laughed until you cried# yup
4. Met someone who changed your life?# hm. i've met them . =)
5. Found out who your true friends were?# most of them. :D
6. Is there something you want to tell someone?#YES.

RANDOMS:
1. What are you doing for your birthday?# haven't gotten there yet.
2. What time did you wake up today?# 6.20 am SCHOOL
3. What were you doing at midnight last night?# i was sleeping. DUH
4. Name something you can't wait for# my birthday. =[
5. Last time you saw your father?# few hours ago
6. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?# loads of things
7. What are you listening to right now?# Hello Beautiful- Jonas Brothers
8. Have you ever talked to the manager of FS?# no
9. Who's getting on your nerves right now?# noone.
10. Who was the last person you emailed?# no1
11. Who was the last person you called?# Adina
12. How many kids do you want to have?# TWO xD
13. Do you have any pets?# yes. my DOG.
14. Changed your name?# No. :P

HAVE YOU EVER
78. Kissed a stranger# nah.
79. Drank hard liquor# noo.
80. Lost glasses/contacts# dont wear them :D.
82. Streaked# nop.
84. Broken someone's heart# i dunoe.
85. Been arrested# wad do u think? :P
86. Turned someone down# MAYBE
87. Cried when someone died# of course. i'm EMOTIONAL. =p

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
88. Soulmates ; yess
89. Yourself ; er. i guess? yes? XD
90. Chocolate ; HEHE.yum. :D
91. Love at first sight ; yea
92. Heaven ; Yea
93. Santa Clause ; yes!! :D
95. Ghosts ; no. i dunoe. maybe.
96. Aliens ; no. :D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?* no
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?* no
99. Is there someone you really like right now?* no
100. does she/he love u back?* no

i wanna tag:
*Cherilyn
*Wendy
*Vanessa
*Sam
*Fion
*Anyone else interested :D

liver's party pics. =D

PARTY PICS> =D



























the party was the craziest shit ever.
xD hehe!!!!! thank you OLIVER!

lazy to write all the stuff down
heheh.
well it was funfunfun!
LOL. too bad someone was there =.=
sighs.
lets use a code name, okie?
hmmm... ok
at the pool, chels handed over my camera to Bryan
and i told him to be careful and don't drop it
cause he was really near the pool.
and then, miss ASS said to him
"DROP IT DROP IT DROP IT"
jealous freak. HOW LOW CAN YOU GET?! WTF.
but whatever.
YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT, so BACK OFF, GOT IT?!
you know who you are, so shut your MOUTH.
BLERHH you.
you begged for da invite too?!
wow, i didn't think you'd go that far.
if people don't wanna invite you
thts their CHOICE not YOURS.
asking for an invitation when you're not invited to a PARTY
is soo freaking LAME. =.=
i'm not the only one who knows okayyy.
so don't try to fake anything
and become miss INNOCENT.
ahh, but, i don't care.
its your business.
watch what you're doing.

okiee.. back to liver's partyyy
hehe. i like da lemon chicken =X
yeayea totally fattening.
LOL. we went SWIMMINGGGG.. WOOTSS. i'll post the pics.
heheheehe.
hmm... ohh and we played truth or dare too.
hahaha. fabian had to kiss daryl's hand for like 20 seconds
and daryl had to squash his cake onto his face.
ahha. HILARIOUS. xD

bday post

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
OLIVER SIM

its time to PARTY!!!!!!!
WOOTS.
hehe;

sleepover. =D

okayyy,, we planned the sleepoverr at zoe's
i went to watch NARNIA with daddy, mommy and megan
it was nice!!!!!
SKANDAR KEYNES IS SUPER SUPER HAWT!
heheheh.
oh and i can't believe Susan kissed prince caspian.
ladidadida~ i love the call song by regina spektor =D

the song:

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

super super nice. =D
soo after that, we went to chloe's
to bakee...
hehehehe.
you'll see tht we made cookies.
and Zoe's dad was the first to eat them
he ate ALOT.
haehaha
anyways, i slept da earliest, 3.30am
while the others slept later lyk 4,5,6 am.
BLERH
i was TIRED.
sorryy hehehe

soo the next day, we went to spring.
and blablabla.

anyways, we watched PROM NIGHT
and it was fun.
gtg. nitess. xD